Britney Spears has recently blamed her father Jamie for the pressures she received to be “perfect” and “pretty.” These pressures negatively affected her “confidence” and “sex life,” she wrote on Instagram.
The singer shared a stunning close-up photo of her younger self on Instagram on May 3, adding a caption in which she admitted she was told she was “never good enough” during her 13-year conservatorship.
“13 was the age I actually felt kinda pretty … I think my rebellious days were due to the fact that I always had to be perfect and pretty 💅🏼 … then I went to the extremes and went wild and naughty 😈 😈 😈 … but in those rebellious days I honestly still felt hot as f*ck 🔥 🔥 🔥 !!!” she wrote in the beginning of the caption. “One thing the conservatorship did to me … and one of the things that hurt me the most … is that I was always being told I was fat and never good enough 😔 😔 😔 💔 💔 💔 !!!”
“My dad always made me feel like I had to try … try … try !!! BIG TIME !!!” she continued. “He ruined the deep seed of my existence … the seed that made me feel beautiful like when I was 13 … my confidence … my swag … my inner dialogue … and yes even my sex life 🙊 🙊 🙊 … all completely ruined !!! He made me feel ugly … therefore I was 😢 😢 😢 !!! Trust me … feeling pretty is a whole different world … I know because I’ve witnessed both !!! If that makes some people feel uncomfortable … GOOD … uncomfortable conversation is great !!!”
“The moment the conservatorship was over … I felt so good about myself !!!” she added. “And guess what … I stopped trying so damn hard and yes I entered a whole new world 🌱 🌱 🌱 !!! I felt beautiful … therefore I was 💗 💗 💗 !!!”
The singer claimed she suffered a “psychological damage”. “I might feel that way but the psychological damage from my dad and EVERY SINGLE F*CKING person who went along with it will always be there 🤬🤬🤬 !!! What you think … therefore you are !!! I kinda feel 13 again 🤷🏼♀️ 🤷🏼♀️ 🤷🏼♀️ 😉 😉 😉 !!!” she exclaimed.
This isn’t the first time Britney has spoken out against one of her family members since her conservatorship ended in June 2021. The pop star has also blasted her mom Lynne Spears and her sister Jamie-Lynn Spears in previous posts and even said she thought they “should be in jail” at one point for the way they allegedly treated her.